Muyung!

...yes...random word^^

Well I got lazy...or confused, and made a journal on deviantart under Animefan160 instead of a BLOG!

Here it is...

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Dreams

I know no one cares about dreams...actually...probably just my dreams^^
Anyway, the other night I was figuring through my childhood & how I felt about it. At first it was of complete hatred because of being tormented by my childhood peers at school. Which explains why I didn't want to volunteer for going back there. And I stay away from it as much I can, regardless that the last few years weren't all that bad, you know Actually having friends instead of bullies? Anyway, I should probably do this in my blog...but I don't feel like it! bleh >.< onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://fc06.deviantart.com/fs27/f/2008/141/4/5/___Sky_Fish____by_iruka_loves_kakashi.jpg"> my childhood was rough in phycological ways. I still had an awesome childhood before school, preschool for instance! God, what I'd do to feel that continuing bliss of innocence! I was so happy there; that was the feeling I had in my dream when randomly making trifle...I guess I was hungry in my dream >.>
And I also heard the music of Within Temptation, Running up that Hill. Which is basically meaning if I could switch places I would. But I can't "run up that hill" anymore, I'm too old for preschool. And I'm not about to get a job watching preschool children. Sure I'm good at it. They actually love me, but I know I can do better for myself.^-^

Oh! Then there was my random dream about being in my PJs in my backyard and then the [actually non-existent] lawn gnomes got fed up with me tripping over them and decided to take me prisoner in the bushes...thank god I woke up then! lolz

Well...I'm just going to copy and paste this for my blog, cuz I'm too lazy.^^

Victoria/VV!"

Ok...see, see?




I'm currently listening to Falling Up, they aren't all that bad.^^
I personally like Bittersweet myself though.^^

I am also currently reading The Crow by Allison Croggon.

"Hem is a weary orphan whose struggle for survival ends when he is reunited with his lost sister, Maerad. But Maerad has a destiny to fulfill, and Hem is sent to the golden city of Turbansk, where he learns the ways of the Bards and befriends a mysterious white crow. When the forces of the Dark threaten, Hem flees with his protector, Saliman, and an orphan girl named Zelika to join the Light's resistance forces. It is there that Hem has a vision and learns that he, too, has a part to play in Maerad's quest to solve the Riddle of the Treesong. As THE CROW continues the epic tale begun with THE NAMING and THE RIDDLE, Alison Croggon creates a world of astounding beauty overshadowed by a terrifying darkness, a world where Maerad and Hem must prepare to wage their final battle for the Light."

I just love this series, this is the third book, I've been reading for 3 years!...ok>.> actually 2...forgot to count...because I began reading... oh wait! 2 1/2, HAH! Anywayz, I love it & at first when the book began & was from Maerad's point of view. Now its Hem's her brother, I thought it was a bit odd at first but it makes sense after a while. [Has to do with the Treesong].
Oh yea! & THIS IS AN ACTUAL LEGEND. Kool isn't it?
Something about a journey.^^;

Also! I went to the Toronto Zoo yesterday...which is oddly in Scarborough^^;

& I was Lions and Tigers, and yes Red Pandas. But sadly enough...I DIDN'T SEE ANY WOLVES or the Arctic section! Damned place was off-limits for updating, bleh >.>

*sigh*

Also! The first picture! The one with the angel girl. Was done by me...
[nothing else was...as in picz]

Ayameko out >.>

Dear Ugly Friends,

Ok...my current friends aren't ugly & I'm speaking emotionally & how they treat me. Its most of my past friends, I've written a paragraph...well sorta my diary chapter & if you'd like me to send anyone the truth of my past why I didn't even want to hug my friends. My untrust I suppose. But I'm not about to post something like that up. It just brings some truth in if you've ever been wonder why I hated most things before^^

Anywayz~


Hmm....& I'm reading a book who's name I should not really POST...but oh well!~~ Beyond the Highland Mist. Which my mom calls Romance...but I call a Porn Novel^^ Which actually does have a interesting story line. Oh & its by Karen Marie Moning.

But gosh I don't feel all that well & I'm not going to SAY the diary chapter out loud called Dear Ugly Friends. Anyway, Adam & me are planning to see the fireworks at Spencer Smith Park. It'll be nice^^

Ayameko
Well see everyone at school tomorrow.

T-the sound...where is it coming from?

Oh...its the computer?! YAY! I have sound.... stares at dad. Blame him. Now I can hear... & those are my speaker! Bleh >.> can't win can I? Anyway since I have sound now I'm able to download music with a reason; to listen to it. I want someone to check out the weird songs I got from realitylapse.com from the Yokko Kanno section. I listened to her a lot about a year ago but now I'm getting into once again.




Uh...there is school on FRIDAY?! NOEZ! *runs & whimpers into corning* But wait there is NO SCHOOL ON MONDAY! Yay! [^^ & I rejoice^^]

Ayameko

Iris?

Okay, I know I haven't blogged for a while but I keep forgetting...or I'm just being my lazy self. Anyway, I found out in the dictionary the other day that Iris was the Greek God of Rainbows & communication with the gods. Kool isn't it?^^; Anyway Happy Mommie's day!...although its on Sunday^^ But I felt like it because I know I'll just forget again. Hmm...today I used "ducky" in a class essay! Isn't that...uh great? uhhh~~

Anyway. I've finished The Book of Mordred & have stopped but will soon read The Book of Dreams again...yes I got it back^^: But I'm reading a book I randomly bought from Indigo a few months ago thought that I should... eventually read it...eventually. >.> Its called Incantation by Alice Hoffman. Its about...well I'll just get the sum-up...1 sec... ok! here it is^^:

"The opposing forces of love and hate, loyalty and betrayal underscore this brief but rich tale set during the Spanish Inquisition. Told by 16-year-old Estrella deMadrigal, the novel shows how gruesome beliefs nourished by ignorance and prejudice destroyed the lives of countless people. Hoffman weaves a tale of a close friendship between two teens, Estrella and Catalina. Both envision that their lives will be intertwined forever. However, there is a secret about Estrella and her family that unfolds in spurts. The deMadrigals are Jews who follow their religion in secret, appearing to the world as good Catholics in order to escape persecution. Hoffman, a master storyteller, has captured this harsh time and the fragile lives of the hidden Jews. On one level this is the story of a friendship and the deadly interference of jealousy. It is also a story of the power of love and the resilience of the human spirit. Estrella develops incredible strength as she tries to save herself and her grandmother. Ultimately, it is the love of a Christian, Catalina's cousin Andres, that saves her. Hoffman's lyrical prose and astute characterization blend to create a riveting, horrific tale that unites despair with elements of hope. Good companion selections include Waldtraut Lewin's Freedom beyond the Sea (Delacorte, 2001) and Kathryn Lasky's Blood Secret (HarperCollins, 2004).–Renee Steinberg, formerly at Fieldstone Middle School, Montvale, NJ
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From Amazon.com >.> Yes cut & paste I'm lazy! Ducky <.< >.<
more cat pictures

hmm...so...


[Wolf picture makes me think, NO DUCKYZ!]


...Ayameko^^;